I've been tired this week with work and all. Nothing at all is going on at work. Nothing important anyway. Doing much of what I'd do at home, only much (much) less productive. I can't program or do anything (but answer tech support and read news). Since money from E-Blah comes from upgrades and and new versions — I won't make much off of it this summer. Oh well. What's worse is when I get home I have 4 to 5 hours to do … something. I can't program because if I start something I like to finish it that night. I'm too tired to do anything on top of that. I guess I have weekends. Weekends are full, though. I wish I had someone to talk to. Guess complaining about that won't change anything though. I see as much drama at work now as I did in high school. That always makes life happy. It reminds me of times past … but back again. Maybe some people just don't grow up. Maybe. *sigh*
If weakness is a wound
That no one wants to speak of
Then “cool” is just how far we have to fall
I am not immune
I only want to be loved
But I feel safe behind the firewall
Can I lose my need to impress?
If you want the truth, I need to confessI’m not alright
I’m broken inside, broken inside
And all I go through
It leads me to you, it leads me to youBurn away the pride
Bring me to my weakness
Until everything I hide behind is gone
And when I’m open wide
With nothing left to cling to
Only you are there to lead me on
Cause honestly, I’m not that strongI’m not alright
I’m broken inside, broken inside
And all I go through
It leads me to you, it leads me to youAnd I move, and I move, and I move…closer to you
And I move, and I move, and I move…closer to you
And I move, and I move, and I move…closer to you
And I move, and I move, and I move…I’m not alright
I’m broken inside, broken inside
broken inside, broken inside
And all I go through
Leads me to you, leads me to youI’m not alright, I’m not alright, I’m not alright…that’s why I need you
Hey honey sorry about the things at work and you do have someone to talk to cause I love to listen and talk!!! Plus God will listen any time!!! But Call me I will talk or listen which ever
night
sweetie
Hey, Justin! We “met” in a one-time chat with Jimmy and Tim about QBC’s website, and my daughter uses E-blah for her Christian anime forum.
Anyway, I wanted to encourage you! I’ve been following your blog since that night, and have been challenged in my own walk as you open your heart. I actually c/p stuff you write and share it with others, with a link to your blog. So, thanks for sharing your walk with Jesus with the rest of us. You’re impacting lives in more ways than you think.
God bless you, man.
pal keepyour eyes on jesus in your season of weariness,despite the worlds garbage ,pray constantly and earnestly.as might you know god talks in whispers,in undertones while your laying in bed,to keep us from pride .also to correct and encourage .watch out for satan for he has tactics to try to psych us out. the war in the spiritual realm is real .dont let the world tell you otherwise.remember though that god is in control of all things.his spirit lives within us and works all things for good.GOD BLESS YOU MY FRIEND!