A month has gone by since I’ve wrote the post about changing my “list”. I said I was going to change my list, but I believe what I’m going to do is think more about what’s important and all. The past three weeks have probably been some of the worst of this year, and I would rather not touch it right now. It’s coming down to this: I’m trying to find someone, when I really don’t need anyone right now. This is going to be a long entry …
If there’s one thing in my life I’ve not given over to God, I think this area of my life is probably it. I’m not being patient about it either. I’m trying to force something that really, at the moment, I do not need. I do want to get married one day; however, right now that’s getting in the way of everything else. I’ve been living in denial about it.
I’m not sure where to go from here. I have ideas, but I’m not sure how to type them out, so I’m not going to. I’m just going to try to trust more and worry less. I guess it wasn’t so long after all …
And then there’s this, which I happened to just stumble upon. Great. Confused. Again.
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I’m trying to force something that really, at the moment, I do not need. I do want to get married one day; however, right now that’s getting in the way of everything else. I’ve been living in denial about it.
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Hahaha!!!… *sigh*
Hey Justin…
Just one of your e-blah users.. checking our your blog. I read this and thought how much you and my son are alike in this aspect. However, he has now come to the conclusion that if he pursues the idea, it may not be what God wants. Our son Joshua is a student at Liberty University where he is majoring in Missionary Aviation. He would really like to find a young lady whom he could spend his life with.. but at the same time realizes that God must be in the center of this pursuit if it is to be right.
If you have facebook.. give him a poke (Joshua Murray – Liberty University) and introduce yourself to him.
Will be praying for you my friend. God does indeed have a plan for your life and a wife as well (smile).
Blessings…
Pastor Phil